LIFE'S A GRIND-8

LIFE'S A GRIND-8

Jack Scribe
  
The usual disclaimers apply.  If for some legal reason you shouldn't read 
this...don't.
  
 Comments are appreciated at jack.scribe@gmail.com. 
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Chapter 8, STARTING AT THE BEGINNING
 
Jeremy anticipated he would be able to earn extra money during the two 
weeks over the Christmas holidays. He had happily signed up to cover 
shifts at the gym for college students who had gone home. It had also 
become a tradition for him to show off his baking skills at home; for the 
last several years he had been recruited to make the holiday cookies and 
treats for friends who his mother wanted to thank. A combination of 
family recipes, sisterly assistance and maternal supervision produced 
results that had improved each year since he was 13.
 
 
An additional, unplanned meeting took place at the Studz Club on a side 
street near the famed Merchandise Mart. Garin McManus had stopped 
by the gym Tuesday evening to arrange a meeting for Thursday at 10:00 
a.m. He gave Jeremy the required W-4 and I-9 forms to fill out and a 
club promotional brochure with the address so he could find his way. 
Garin said to go around to the stage door at the side and buzz for entry.
 
A cold front had moved into the city and the weather forecasters 
predicted a possible three inches of snow for the Southside and the 
communities that dotted an area close to the lake as far as Indiana. Near 
North and the Northside were only expecting light flurries. Jeremy was 
always amazed that metro Chicago - Chicagoland to the dramatically 
charged journalists - could have such a variance of weather. A blast of 
wind hit him while he waited for the train on the El platform. Jeremy was 
a veteran of the CTA and happily realized that the commute between his 
neighborhood and the heavily trafficked Mart exit would be fast and safe, 
regardless of the time of night.
 
Happier still was his discovery of the club's location as he arrived at his 
new place of employment on West Kensie. It was only two blocks from 
the train stop. He stood in front of the old brick building - home to the 
Studz Barecats - and looked at the billboards displayed in the glass-
protected cases mounted on either side of the canopied entrance. Each 
dancer, in a different character costume, wore a stylized eye mask. 
Without much imagination, a person on the street could figure out that the 
costumes would eventually be discarded during the show. One dancer 
wore a blazer with a crest on the pocket, shirt with loose tie, gray pants, 
horn-rimmed glasses and had a pencil behind his ear. 'This must be the 
Joe College character,' he decided. Jeremy thought the photo was 
generic enough so it probably didn't need to be replaced. An image of a 
masked Garin in leather was in the last case he studied before he turned 
the corner to find the stage door.
 
Jeremy pushed a button next to the heavy, metal door and looked up at 
the dark plastic shield that protected a camera. A buzz sounded and a 
crackling voice came over a speaker. "Come on in and take the stairs. I'll 
meet you up in the office."
 
"Thanks, Garin. I'll be right up," Jeremy said into the box as he opened 
the door. Once inside, he found the stairway. He noticed a cramped 
stage layout ahead that was lit by only one bare, glaring light bulb on a 
floor stand. 'Probably there isn't a need for much scenery,' he thought 
with a silent laugh as he climbed up one flight to the office. Once past the 
doorway, the office appeared to be not much more than a large room 
with a couple of desks, a computer workstation, several file cabinets, a 
fax machine, copier and several telephones. In the corner, he noticed a 
separate computer with a screen divided into several separate pictures 
showing various locations inside and outside of the building.
 
"Welcome to your new home away from home," Garin said. "Nothing 
plush up here but it works. We save the decorating money for the club 
spaces." He stood up from his desk seat and continued, "Please sit down. 
You have the forms filled out?"
 
"In my hot, sweaty hand. Plus some I.D. if ya wanna copy them." Jeremy 
grinned and handed him an envelope containing payroll and immigration 
forms. He took off his coat and placed it on a side chair.
 
"Great...you've been through this drill before. I'll copy your social security 
card and driver's license. That'll make everything complete. The office 
manager just left for the bank and will be gone about a half an hour." 
Garin took the two cards and photocopied them. "As soon as I get the 
copying finished, I'll give you a fast tour. Charlie will be here in about a 
half-hour and I thought we'd all go out for an early lunch after we finish. 
You free to do that?"
 
"Yep. Don't have to be at work until later this afternoon." Jeremy looked 
over at one wall and studied a group of framed headshot portraits of 20 
or so men under a sign that stated, Our Family. Most of the faces were A
& F model quality and represented a limited racial mix: most were 
Caucasian. 
 
"I see you noticed the family photos. I've set up a photo shoot for you 
next week after you and Charlie take care of a few cosmetic details," 
Garin said with a wink. "By the way, the family includes the office 
manager, box office, security, lighting, sound guys...it's an expensive 
operation."
 
"Photo shoot?"
 
"Yes, with your costume and various shots of you in a thong. The face is 
always protected with a small mask for confidentiality and there are no 
nude shots. The costumed photos will be part of our website. The others 
will only be available to potential private party clients with a special code. 
Just business marketing...that's all."
 
"What if they want to see more?"
 
"Not going to happen. Well, unless they want to pay some major bucks 
for a private interview...and then only to see your face. As I told you last 
week, nudity on the net or at the club is not part of the program. And if a 
dancer decides to moonlight by modeling on a porn site, we part 
company." Garin returned the I.D. cards and placed all the forms and 
photocopies on a desk. "Come on. I'll show you around."
 
They walked back to the ground floor and Garin explained the 
uncomplicated setup. The dressing room consisted of a long counter with 
a mirror, several seats and a cluster of small lockers. The opposite wall 
opened up to several racks that stored the costumes. An adjoining room 
contained a plain but clean lounge with a television set and an adjoining 
restroom.
 
"The timing isn't too difficult. The only rush is starting the first act after the 
chorus line opening and from the last act to the finale. There's a stage 
manager who keeps the pace of the show flowing and depends on all the 
dancers to take care of their own costume changes. The format is very 
organized, like a train schedule. The lighting and music are all very 
rehearsed. It's up to us to create spontaneity on the stage and make sure 
the $25.00 has been worth it for the audience."
 
"Wow, that's an expensive ticket. I didn't realize it was that much," 
Jeremy said.
 
"This is a first class production and we have a great reputation for quality. 
Our show runs an hour forty-five and we mingle in the lobby afterwards 
to autograph programs for half an hour, tops. On Saturday, the two 
shows are timed so that we can move the crowds out and in pretty 
smoothly." Garin walked back out to the backstage and turned on the 
house lights.
 
"What kind of crowds?" Jeremy was intrigued with this insider view of 
this business. He looked around at the 'theater' and followed Garin out 
onto the runway that ran almost the full length of the large room.
 
"300 seats on the first floor. Look up and you'll see that we have six small 
party room boxes. They're ideal for bachelorette parties of 16 or less. 
Or, stag parties for the gay guys. Here's where it gets a little complicated. 
Each box is guaranteed a ten-minute visit by a dancer twice during the 
evening. But we get primo rental and the tips are fantastic. There's a 
security guy to make sure no one, and I mean no one, gets out of control. 
As long as everyone has fun and the laws are obeyed, it's great for all 
parties concerned."
 
"Whoa, this is really something else." Jeremy looked out into the empty 
seats and tried to imagine the frenzy that resulted from the guys' 
performances. "And they're all crowding around the stage to tip the 
dancers?"
 
"No. Probably 40% of the crowd gets into it during the evening. You'll 
notice that the spaces between the rows are wider than a movie theater. 
That's because I want an easy access to the runway. I hope you've been 
doing squats in your workouts cuz you'll be doing that a lot for the ladies 
tips," Garin said with a laugh.
 
"Probably should add more squats to my..."
 
"Hey, Garin. Sorry I'm a little late. I had some research at the library that 
ran a little longer than I thought."
 
Jeremy turned and saw the young, preppy guy in a parka walk towards 
them. 'This must be Charlie,' he thought. 'He looks familiar...I can't quite 
place him.'
 
"Come over here and meet Jeremy Sloan. Our new Joe College."
 
"Should I call you Joe or Jeremy?" Charlie asked with a smile, as he took 
off the heavy coat and tossed it on a chair.
 
"Jeremy's just fine." He shook Charlie's extended hand and added, "I 
really...wait, I do know you...but not by Charlie. You're Chuck Barnett 
and were in my sister's class."
 
"Hey...aw, shit...you're Naomi Sloan's little brother, aren't you? I dated 
her...jeez, when we were 16. You're a couple of years younger? Yeah. 
Jeremy Sloan...I remember you...cool kid. You're not so little any more 
and definitely not a kid. Welcome to the family." Charlie walked closer 
and gave Jeremy a close, friendly hug. "I dropped Chuck in favor of 
Charlie when I first joined Garin. There was another 'Chuck' at the time 
and it was simpler to have a different name. I just kinda changed over to 
Charlie. All of my classmates at Northwestern know me as Charlie."
 
"Then Charlie Barnett, it is. I understand that you're going to show me the 
ropes and get me squared away?" Jeremy asked. He remembered really 
liking the guy when he had dated his sister almost four years earlier. The 
icing was that Charlie had thought he was cool as a kid.
 
"That's the deal. I hope you're not a modest guy? We're going to get to 
know each other very well."
 
"He understands everything and is agreeable. I know this is a busy period 
for everyone with the holidays but I need Joe College ready for a photo 
shoot a week from today. Can we get this accomplished? I've got 
reserved time with the studio for 10:00 a.m. next Thursday. Jeremy, you 
need to block two hours for the photographer."
 
"That means he and I need a little personal grooming time the day after 
Christmas. I'm primarily studying and working a few private night gigs 
next week," Charlie said. "If we have enough time, we can accomplish 
everything and do a little touch up the next day...before the shoot."
 
"I'm available in the mornings or after my shift at 9:00 p.m." Jeremy 
wished that he hadn't obligated himself for the extra shifts at Bally's but 
that had been scheduled before this became a reality.
 
"Then why don't we meet the morning after Christmas at my apartment to 
do what Garin wants done and meet for a follow-up late on Wednesday 
night? I don't have to work that night and we can get any of the places 
we missed the first go around. And since we're going to be buddies, you 
can help me out so I look sharp for the weekend." 
 
Charlie's reassuring, confident smile silently communicated trust all the 
way to his eyes, Jeremy thought. Whatever concerns he had as a 'newbie' 
in this new adventure were calmed. With only two years in age separating 
the guys, Jeremy felt they could become friends.
 
"It's settled. Why don't you give Jeremy a more thorough tour down here 
while I go upstairs and sign the payroll? Find me at 11:15 and we'll go 
someplace around here for an early lunch."
 
The two younger men watched Garin walk back to the rear of the stage 
and disappear behind the dark, velvet curtains. For the next half-hour, 
Charlie gave his charge a complete inspection of the Studz Club. Before 
finding Garin for lunch, they exchanged telephone numbers and 
addresses. Charlie's apartment was in Wrigleyville and easily accessible 
by bus.
 
***** 
 
Jeremy was very jumpy early in the morning the day after Christmas. He 
was through his third cup of coffee when he realized it was time to go 
meet Charlie. Naomi was able to stay with their mother so that he could 
get away. When she asked about his early schedule, he just mumbled 
something about work. 'How do I tell my sister I'm going over to the 
apartment of a former boyfriend of hers so I can have my ass crack 
shaved?' Jeremy wondered. 
 
The ride over to Charlie's place was quick and Jeremy found the address 
three blocks north of Wrigley Field with no difficulty. It was a typical 
Chicago garden apartment building. He breathed deeply and pressed the 
security buzzer.
 
"Come on up to the second floor and turn right. I'll meet ya outside my 
door," came Charlie's voice. A click unlatched the door.
 
"Got it." Jeremy walked inside the tiled entry and up the newly carpeted 
stairs. He told himself not to get so worked up. 'It's just some hair 
removal and only two buddies helping out each other. If I get wood, I'm 
sure it's not going to be anything that hasn't happened before,' he thought 
as he arrived on the second floor. He unzipped his coat and looked to the 
right.
 
"Down here," Charlie said with a wave from the third doorway. He wore 
a baggy pair of gym shorts and a Wildcats sweatshirt. His unshaven face 
did not detract - it only emphasized his masculinity. 
 
"Hey, Charlie," Jeremy replied. As he approached the man standing 
shoeless in stockings, Jeremy noticed his legs were muscular but smooth. 
He judged they were both about the same Anglo-American coloring in 
skin and hair: typical, wispy light brown hair, fair skin and a ruddy 
complexion.
 
"I figured that I didn't have to get dressed up." Charlie closed the 
apartment door behind them and added, "Celebrated a late Christmas 
dinner with the family last night and decided to sleep in this morning. 
'Bout the only thing I've accomplished so far is to brush my teeth and 
make coffee. Wanna cup?" He yawned and scratched his stomach as he 
walked into the kitchen. "Toss your coat on a chair."
 
"I'm pretty wired right now. Maybe just some water?" Jeremy noticed the 
compact space was spartan but well coordinated in black, gray and 
grayish-beige colors. Rather than having a table in the dining area, Charlie 
had set up an L-shaped desk/computer workstation, filing cabinet and 
bookshelves.
 
"Grab a bottle in the fridge, would ya? I need one more shot of coffee 
and I'm good for the day. Then we can talk a little." 
 
The two guys silently went about getting their beverages. Jeremy followed 
Charlie and joined him in the living room sitting area. Charlie sat on a 
black leather couch and Jeremy eased into a large, matching easy chair. 
The seating was arranged around a massive, glass-topped coffee table.
 
"This is my combination entertainment center, living space and dining 
room," Charlie said. "It works fine if I eat in." He gestured to the coffee 
table before leaning back and propping up his feet on the edge of the 
thick glass. 
 
"You got a great place." Jeremy was a little envious of someone not that 
much older than he having an apartment. "Your computer and study area 
is neat."
 
"Just moved in last summer before school. I spent my freshman year living 
at home...but that sucks after a while. So when the folks sold our house 
and moved out to the 'burbs, I took the opportunity to get this place. I 
didn't want to live in the Phi Delt house or the dorms."
 
"Phi Delt?" Jeremy wasn't sure what he'd heard.
 
"Phi Delta Theta. It's the fraternity I pledged. Neat guys. But I figured 
that with this part-time job, it would be best if I lived off-campus. The 
hours are goofy and I'd always be explaining why I couldn't go out with 
them on weekend nights. As you know, weekends will be very busy." 
Charlie took a sip of coffee and added, "You wanna talk about this new 
job before we, um, you know...? I can give you the perspective of 
someone who was in your shoes about a year ago."
 
"Yeah, I'd like that. Just so long as I'm outta here all spruced up by 
noon," Jeremy said with a bashful grin. 
 
"Cool. I've got a friend coming over to do some studying 'bout that time."
 
By 10:30 a.m., Charlie had shown Jeremy basic dance steps and 
performed a capsule version of one of his solo numbers. He reviewed 
good moves by each of the other and discussed the characters they 
portrayed. He also talked about the Joe College character and fun things 
Jeremy could do with the character. Finally, he offered pointers 
concerning working the audience for tips.
 
"Garin may have mentioned it, but always be aware of who's on both 
sides of the runway. The gals who are experienced fold the bills in half, 
length-wise, cuz it's easier for them to slip them into your thong. If ya 
excuse the expression, you'll be going down mostly for one-dollar bills,' 
Charlie said with a chuckle.
 
"I've gone down for free up to now," Jeremy replied as he joined the 
laughter.
 
"Touché. Here's what was suggested to me and it seems to work. For a 
buck, they get to tuck it on the side. A fiver gets close to the groin. Ten 
dollars can go right down the front and everyone's cool with that. For a 
twenty, I don't mind if they get a feel. Are you okay with that? I'm being 
as up front and honest as I can be...you're joining a form of adult fantasy 
entertainment that some don't approve of."
 
"I got the speech about no penetrations and what can be shown on stage. 
Fantasy is the key in what you're doing...make that 'we' in a couple of 
months. I don't plan on putting this on a job application down the road. 
I'll try my darnedest to be a good dancer and have the ladies...and 
men...wanting more." Jeremy thought he'd just touch the issue of 
entertaining guys as a throwaway line and see what happened. He was 
beginning to feel comfortable with his official buddy.
 
"That's the spirit. If anyone's going to be judgmental...fuck 'em. You 
probably won't be assigned a gay night for a while but I can guarantee 
that you'll probably make twice the amount in tips. The boys really 
appreciate a dancer who knows how to work the room. Ah, why don't 
we get down to business? I think that I've covered all the basics and we 
don't need to get into the private party pointers, yet. That's a whole other 
deal" Charlie rolled his eyes, stood up and said, "Come on back to the 
bathroom."
 
"I can't get over what a really nice place you have," Jeremy said as they 
walked into a small hallway. He noticed the bathroom was on one side, 
the bedroom on the other. 'Maybe this is something I can get in a couple 
of years if I save some dough,' he considered.
 
"Thanks. It's basic Ikea furniture and stock art but does the job for right 
now. By the time I graduate, I'm sure my tastes will change. But that's a 
few years away. Why don't you go in the bedroom and take off your 
clothes. Just think of this as simply a private locker room."
 
"Do I need a lock and combination, coach?" Jeremy asked as he walked 
into the bedroom.
 
"You'll get your lock and combination when you learn the plays, boy," 
Charlie said in mock gruffness. "Come over to the coach's office when 
you're ready. I'll get the razor, clipper and other stuff together."
 
"That's new...a crapper in an office." Jeremy loved Charlie's sense of 
humor.
 
"You ain't seen nothing yet, kid." Charlie turned his back and entered the 
bathroom.
 
"I'm waiting, Sir." Jeremy saw that the bed had not been made. But even 
in its unkempt state, the appearance had an orderly, masculine image. He 
stripped down to locker room bareness, took a deep breath as he ran his 
fingers through his sparse chest hair and walked over to the bathroom. 
 
"Well, I see why Garin hired you."  Charlie grinned and added, "Sorry...I 
don't mean to say anything to embarrass you. It's just that we all have a 
few things in common. Being well-endowed is one of them." 
 
Jeremy paused and thought about this defining moment in their first day 
together. Charlie had taken off his sweatshirt and socks, and Jeremy 
thought the male image in front of him wearing only gym shorts looked 
pretty hot. He stopped, did an impromptu bump and grind and said, "I 
only have your word that we have that in common." Jeremy couldn't keep 
a straight face and started laughing until he was shaking.
 
"You asshole...I love it. Just don't flog yourself to death," Charlie replied. 
"We're going to get along great. What's another dick, anyway?"  He 
pulled off his shorts and tossed them out into the hallway. "Ta, ta 
ta...Charlie Barnett at your service. Might as well check me out as a 
sample of the finished product." He stood with his legs slightly spread 
apart and put his fists on his waist. 
 
"Um, this is really new for me. I mean, one minute we're having a 
conversation and the next minute we've got our cocks hanging out for 
inspection." Jeremy took the opportunity to study Charlie's appendage, 
trimmed and shaved. He smiled when he realized that Charlie was not 
exaggerating; it was almost like looking in the mirror - kind of a 'before 
and after' in grooming. They were very similarly endowed and had almost 
the same color of hair.
 
"Understand, completely. In high school, you'd be called a perv for 
checking out some guy. I moved on from that a long time ago." Charlie 
slowly turned until his backside was showing. He bent down a little and 
spread his cheeks. "You might as well get a preview of what happens 
there."
 
"Got the picture. Although 'it' doesn't wink back." Jeremy was thoroughly 
relaxed - mentally, at least - and was enjoying the friendly, slightly-risqué, 
banter. "Seriously, it looks like our hair growth is pretty similar." He could 
feel his cock was receiving some serious messages from his brain.
 
"That's another thing Garin does in selecting a guy. We all don't have a lot 
of hair to begin with. That way, the grooming doesn't look too contrived 
or fake." Charlie turned around and pointed to the shower/bathtub. "Hop 
in there and we'll get started with your chest."
 
Jeremy eased pass Charlie and stepped into the tub. 'Oh, fuck. I'm 
getting hard,' he realized.
 
"By the way, you just reminded me of one more thing," Charlie said with 
a raised eyebrow and shrug. "It's pretty natural for one or both of the 
buddies to throw wood once in a while. Just happens." He grabbed a 
razor and shaving gel before joining Jeremy.
 
"So what do you do about...wood?"
 
"Ignore it. At some point it'll get bored and fall asleep," Charlie said. 
"Now, watch what I'm doing cuz a lot of this stuff you can do on your 
own." After spreading the gel, he expertly shaved the light patch of hair 
growing between Jeremy's pecs and carefully removed a few loose hairs 
around the aureoles. 
 
Nothing was said while Charlie expertly worked the blade on his body. 
Next came the navel and trail leading downward. He felt the cool 
sensation of freshly shaved skin down to a point where his primary pubic 
area began. Jeremy also felt his erection becoming harder. He looked 
down and confirmed his worst suspicions: he was definitely leaking.
 
"The legs are the easy part. Why don't you apply some shaving gel to one 
leg while I get a bottle of water for both of us? Maybe that dick will get 
soft in the meantime. Be right back."
 
The endurance of his hardon was somewhat embarrassing. Jeremy took 
the can of Edge and squirted some into his hand. He evenly applied gel to 
the left leg and picked up the razor as he thought about some of the 
chores he would have to do around the house tomorrow. 'Maybe it'll help 
to distract me?' he hoped.
 
"Here ya go," Charlie said as he offered Jeremy a bottle of water. "On 
the legs, take long, slow strokes down. It works best for the usual growth 
pattern. Go ahead but don't get too close to your crotch...we'll handle 
that separately."
 
After he took a sip of water and set the bottle on the sink, Jeremy did as 
instructed. He took a wet cloth that Charlie offered and wiped down the 
leg. "Whatdaya think?" 
 
"Not bad. Now, you do the other."
 
The process was repeated until both legs were bare of most hair. Charlie 
pointed out a few spots that needed to be redone, including the hairs on 
the toes. "Okay, here's where it gets tricky. Move your dick out of the 
way and we'll work on your balls. This is where it's good to trust your 
buddy," Charlie said with a smile. "The idea is to make everything look 
natural. We both have about the same growth pattern down there." He 
pulled his penis aside and nodded for Jeremy to look. "Check me out."
 
"Got it." Jeremy was going into overdrive as he closely observed the 
weighty, low-hangers.
 
"Hold your breath...here we go."
 
Jeremy watched the process and understood what Charlie meant about 
their similarities and the natural look. He was thankful Charlie hadn't said 
anything more about his erection that wouldn't go away. Jeremy almost 
shot a load when Charlie grabbed onto his dick and shaved around the 
underside base of it.
 
"Sorry to be so forward but this needed to be done. You'll notice that it's 
only the extra hair that we're getting rid of in that area?"
 
"Yeah, I understand." Jeremy was afraid to say anything more.
 
"Look how I'm working around where the thong will come and I'm going 
to do a little extra shaving around the topside of your dick. Nothing the 
audience will see...just something that creates a little illusion of more size. 
Like you need it." Charlie winked and continued to shave with precision. 
"Okay, turn around. Grab that hand mirror so you can see what I'm 
doing."
 
It felt very strange for shaving gel and a blade to be cleaning the hairs 
around his asscrack, butt cheeks and pucker. Jeremy knew he had some 
explaining if and when he allowed Robert or Tommy close inspection 
down there. The warm cloth wiping down his butt alerted Jeremy that the 
shaving process was probably complete. 'Christ,' he thought, 'this pole of 
mine is still hard as a rock.'
 
"Turn around and we'll start with the clippers."
 
"We're finished with the blade?" Jeremy said as he rotated back to face 
Charlie.
 
"Yep. And it looks good if I say...whoa, that puppy of yours is still at 
attention. Doesn't that fucker ever go down?"
 
"This is all so new to me. I guess, I, ah...it definitely has a mind of its 
own." Jeremy could feel his face getting red. "I'm sorry, Charlie...I didn't 
plan on..."
 
"I can't really do a good detail job trimming the pubes with that staring at 
me in the face," Charlie said with a giggle. "Only one thing I can think of. 
Close your eyes."
 
Even with his eyes closed, Jeremy couldn't get the image of his buddy out 
of his mind. He smiled a little when he thought how similar they looked in 
size and shape. 'Jeez. Is that a little strange or sumpin?' he wondered. 
What wasn't strange but very unexpected was a warm hand on his hard 
penis. It slowly stroked back and forth and a thumb massaged the tip of 
his dick very gently.
 
"Relax, Jeremy, and just go with it," Charlie said in a soft, low voice.
 
"I'm going to cum if you go too far." Jeremy replied with a moan.
 
"That's the idea. Whatdaya think buddies are for?"
 
He still couldn't believe how nonchalant Charlie had been while he took 
care of the 'erection from hell.' Charlie's calming tone and commentary 
slowly changed to enthusiastic vocal participation. Encouragement was 
mixed with jokes and flattery as Jeremy was rapidly moved from 
euphoria to a jolting climax. After the 'tension' was handled, Charlie 
silently winked, gave Jeremy a damp cloth and left the bathroom. The 
host returned a few minutes later and, without saying anything about the 
release, used the electric clippers for the final trimming. In addition to the 
manicuring of his pubic bush, excessive underarm hair was cut back. 
 
It was just after noon when Jeremy left Charlie's apartment to go to his 
Bally's job. Without some of the usual hair covering on his legs and 
elsewhere, he felt the chilly air creep up his pants more readily when he 
exited the building. He walked across the street on his way to the bus 
stop when he noticed a guy he recognized approach Charlie's building.
 'Shit,' Jeremy thought, 'What is Gio doing in this neighborhood? And 
specifically, why is he going to Charlie's building?'
 
Gio, with his head looking down a bit, did not see Jeremy. He strolled up 
to the security panel and pressed a button. Jeremy was positive that it 
was Charlie's door buzzer. A few seconds later, Gio grabbed the handle 
and opened the door. As Gio walked into the building, Jeremy felt a 
tightening in his stomach. It appeared that Zach's lover and partner was 
still on the prowl.
 
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TO BE CONTINUED

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第八章、初めてのことの始まり

 

クリスマス休暇の間はジムの仕事を増やしたから、いつもよりお金を稼げるだろうって、ジェレミーは思った。大学生のバイトは休暇の間は地元に帰ってしまうから、彼らの分をジェレミーは喜んでカバーすることにしていた。そしてジェレミーは家でもクッキーを焼くのに忙しかった。母親はクリスマスにちょっとしたお礼のつもりで、友達にクッキーをあげることにしていたけど、ここ数年、そのクッキーを焼くのはジェレミーの仕事になっていた。おばあちゃんのレシピと、姉の助け、母親の指導によって、13歳の時から始めたジェレミーのクッキー作りは、確実に上達していた。

 

 

 

そんな休暇中のある日、ジェレミーはマーチャンダイス・マートの近くにある、スタッズクラブでギャリンと会うことになった。ギャリン・マクマナスは、火曜日の夕方ジムに立ち寄ると、木曜日の10時にジェレミーと会うことを決めて、税金の申告に必要な用紙とスタッズクラブの住所が記された宣伝用のチラシをジェレミーに渡し、クラブに着いたらステージドアのブザーを鳴らすように言い残していった。

 

 

 

寒気がシカゴを全体を覆っていた。サウスサイドやインディアナまで続く湖に近い地域では、10cm以上雪に覆われる可能性があるっていう予報だったけれど、ジェレミーの住むノースサイドでは、雪はほんのチラっと降るだけのはずだった。ジェレミーはシカゴの街が−大げさな書き方のジャーナリストはシカゴ国って呼ぶけど−同じ市内でも場所によって、全然違う天気になることに今でも驚かされた。エル・トレインのプラットフォームで電車を待っていると、冷たい風が吹き付けていく。ジェレミーはシカゴの電車やバスに詳しかったけど、これから電車で通うことになるから、夜でも混み合ったマートの出口から家までの道のりが、短くて安全なことをラッキーだと思った。

 

 

 

 

 

ウェスト・ケンジーにある新しい雇用先に着くと、クラブの場所が駅からたった2ブロックの距離だったことにまた安心した。古いレンガの建物の前に立つと、そこがスタッズ・ベアキャッツの本拠地だった。入口の両脇にはガラスのディスプレイがあって、それぞれのダンサーが違うキャラの衣装を着て、マスクをつけた写真が貼られていた。特に想像力を働かせなくても、写真を見れば、その衣装が脱ぐためのものだっていうのは直ぐに分かった。そのダンサーの一人は胸のポケットに紋章のあるブレザーを着て、シャツに緩くタイを締め、グレイのパンツを穿いて、縁の厚い眼鏡を掛け、耳に鉛筆を挟みこんでいた。“これがジョー・カレッジっていうキャラなんだ。”その写真は、そこに映ってるのが誰って分かるようなものじゃなかったから、特に取り替える必要もなさそうだった。最後に、皮に身を固めてマスクをしたギャリンの写真を眺めると、ジェレミーはステージのドアを見つけるために角を曲がった。

 

 

 

 

 

ジェレミーは重い鉄のドアの横のボタンを押すと、カメラを守るための暗いプラスチックのカバーに向かって顔を上げた。ブザーが鳴るとスピーカーから声がした。「入ったら階段を上っておいで。2階のオフィスで会おう。」

 

 

 

 

「ありがとう、ギャリン。直ぐに行きます。」ジェレミーはドアを開けながら、カメラに向かって言った。中に入ると階段があって、床にあるたった一つの照明で照らされただけのステージが見えた。“背景なんかが必要なステージじゃないんだろうな。”オフィスへの階段を上って、微かに笑いながらそう思う。ドアから入ると、オフィスっていうのが、いくつかの机と、コンピューター、ファイル・キャビネットにファックスとコピー機、電話がいくつか置いてあるだけの大きめの部屋だっていうのが分かった。隅の方に置かれたセキュリティ用のコンピューターには、ビルの中と外の別々の場所がいくつかの画面に別れて映し出されていた。

 

 

 

 

「君の新しい家にようこそ。」ギャリンが言った。「素敵なオフィスってわけにはいかないけどね。インテリアにお金をかけるより、クラブのスペース重視してるんだ。」ギャリンが椅子から立ち上がると続けた。「どうぞ、そこに座って。渡した用紙は?」

 

 

「ここにあります。IDも持ってきました。コピーする必要があればどうぞ。」ジェレミーはにっこり笑って、必要な書類の入った封筒を彼に渡すと、コートを脱いで傍の椅子に掛けた。

 

 

「よし…前にバイトのために同じ様な手続きしたことがあるんだったね。ソーシャル・セキュリティのカードと免許証をコピーさせてもらうよ。それで必要なものは全部揃うから。オフィス・マネージャーは今銀行に出かけてて、後30分程戻らないんだ。」そう言うと、ギャリンはコピーを始めた。「コピーが終わったら、ここを案内するよ。チャーリーも30分くらいしたら来るはずだから、そしたら一緒にランチに出かけよう。ランチを食べる時間はある?」

 

 

 

「はい。夕方までにジムのバイトに戻ればいいんです。」ジェレミーは“家族みんな”って書かれたサインの下の壁に貼られた、20人かそこらのダンサーの額に入った顔写真を眺めた。ほとんどの顔はアバクロのモデル並みで、例外が何人かいたけど、白人がほとんどだった。

 

 

「家族写真に気がついたんだね。来週、君とチャーリーが手入れを済ませた後で、君の写真も撮ることになってるから。」ギャリンがウィンクすると言った。「家族には、オフィス・マネージャーもボックス・オフィスも、警備も、ライティング、サウンド係もみんな入るから、結構金のかかるビジネスなんだ。」

 

 

 

「写真撮影ですか?」

 

 

 

「そう、コスチュームを着た写真とか、Tバックのとか色々ね。顔はマスクで隠すから心配しないで。ヌードの写真も撮らないかね。衣装を着た写真はサイトに載せるんだ。他の写真は特別なパーティーを開く顧客だけが見られるようにする。ただのマーケティング…それだけだよ。」

 

 

 

「もし、もっと見たいって言われたら?」

 

 

 

「それは駄目。個人的に会うっていうことでそれなりのお金を貰えば別だけど…それでも君の顔が見られるっていうだけだよ。先週も言ったけど、ネットやクラブでは全裸になるのは禁止。ダンサーの誰かがポルノに出ようって決めたら、うちとはそれでお終いにしてもらう。」ギャリンはジェレミーにIDを返すと、書類とIDのコピーを机の上に置いた。「おいで、ここを案内しよう。」

 

 

 

1階に下りると、ギャリンは簡単にクラブの中を説明して回った。ドレッシング・ルームには鏡のついた細長いカウンターがあって、椅子と小さなロッカーがいくつか並べられ、その鏡と逆の壁側は衣装がしまってあるクローゼットになっていた。その隣の部屋はテレビとトイレのついた休憩室になっている。

 

 

 

 

「ショーのタイミングはそう難しくないんだ。バタバタするのはオープニングの後の最初の出し物と最後の出し物からフィナーレに移るときだけ。ステージ監督がショーの流れを上手くペースに乗せてくれるから、ダンサーは自分の衣装をちゃんと着替えることに専念してくれればいいんだ。全部きちんとスケジュールされてるのは電車と同じ。照明や音楽もよくリハーサル済みだしね。ステージに出てる僕達は観客の様子を見て、25ドルのチケットは高くなかったって思ってもらうようにしないといけないんだ。」

 

 

「わあ、チケットってそんなに高いんですね。知らなかった。」ジェレミーが言った。

 

 

「僕らのショーは、ちゃんとした一流のプロダクションだって評判がいいからね。ショーは1時間と45分で、その後ロビーで30分くらいお客さんのプログラムにサインしてあげることになってる。土曜日はショーが2回続くから、最初の客の入れ替えがスムーズに出来るようにちゃんとタイミングを計ってるんだ。」ギャリンがバックステージに歩いて行くと、ライトを点けた。

 

 

 

「お客さんはどんな人達なんですか?」ジェレミーはこのビジネスの内情を教えて貰ってワクワクしていた。シアターを見回しながら、ギャリンの後について、広い部屋の長さ一杯に延びたランウェイに出る。

 

 

「1階には300席ある。見て御覧、上には6つボックス席があるだろう?16人までのバチェラレット・パーティーには理想的なんだよ。ゲイのスタッグ・パーティーとかね。ここからがちょっと問題なんだけど、ダンサーはボックス席に2回、10分づつくらい顔を出すことになってるんだ。その時のチップは凄くいいよ。警備員もいるから、誰も危ない真似をしないように気をつけてるしね。みんなが楽しい思いをして、法律を破らない限り、楽しいパーティーになるってわけ。」

 

 

「わあ、すごいですね。」ジェレミーは空っぽの観客席を見て、ショーの間、観客がどんなに夢中になるか想像してみた。「お客さんがみんなステージに殺到して、ダンサーにチップを渡そうとするんですか?」

 

 

 

「いや、多分観客の4割くらいだと思うよ。椅子と椅子の間のスペースが普通の映画館なんかより広いだろう?これは観客がランウェイに来易いようにそうしてあるんだけどね。エクササイズする時にちゃんとスクワットしてる?チップを貰う時に、ステージの上でそればっかりすることになるからね。」ギャリンが笑いながら言った。

 

 

「じゃあ僕もっとスクワットしないと…」

 

 

「やあ、ギャリン。遅くなってごめん。図書館でちょっと調べたいことがあって、思ったより時間かかっちゃったんだ。」

 

 

ジェレミーが振り向くと、まだ若いパーカーを着た学生っぽい男が、通路をこっちに向かって来る所だった。“きっと彼がチャーリーなんだ。”そう思った。“どっかで見たことあるけど…思い出せないや。”

 

 

「こっちに来て。こちらがジェレミー・スローン君、新しいジョー・カレッジだよ。」

 

 

「ジョーって呼んだらいい?それともジェレミー?」チャーリーが笑ってそう聞くと、コートを脱いで椅子に投げた。

 

 

「ジェレミーでいいです。」ジェレミーはチャーリーが差し出した手を握ると付け加えた。「僕…待って、やっぱりあなたのこと知ってる…でもチャーリーじゃなくて、チャック・バーネットじゃないですか?姉のクラスにいた。」

 

 

「あれ…ああ、そうだ…君、ナオミ・スローンの弟だね?僕、彼女と付き合ってたんだ…えー、16の時だよ。君、2つ年下なんだよね。そう、ジェレミー・スローン…思い出した…うん、印象に残ってるよ。もう子供じゃないんだね、君も。僕らの家族にようこそ。」チャーリーが近寄るとジェレミーを親しげに抱き寄せた。「チャックっていうのはギャリンのグループに入った時、チャーリーに変えたんだ。もう一人チャックって奴がいて、僕が名前を変えるのが一番簡単だったから。大学でもチャーリーで通ってる。」