LIFE'S A GRIND-4

LIFE'S A GRIND-4

Jack Scribe
  
The usual disclaimers apply.  If for some legal reason you shouldn't read 
this...don't.
  
Comments are appreciated at jack.scribe@gmail.com. 
  
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Chapter 4, EXPANDING HORIZONS
 
"Did you ace the test?" Robert asked Jeremy as they walked downstairs 
to the first floor corridors and their lockers. Both seniors had opted for 
an open period at the end of the day for their final year of high school; 
Robert used it for studies and Jeremy took the time for travel to Bally's. 
Advanced Spanish was a senior elective that each had chosen with an 
agreed upon support group of two.
 
"Um...all right, I guess. You?" Jeremy nodded and smiled at some 
nameless sophomore and junior girls they passed along the way. It was 
Friday afternoon and most students were ready for partying. 'Gawd, I 
must be getting old,' he thought. 'They all look so young.'
 
"No problemo. We've almost gotten through this pathetic excuse for 
academic excellence with fantastic GPAs but Spanish will probably be 
one of the most valuable courses once we're out there on the streets." 
Robert stopped at his locker, stowed the books and grabbed his jacket. 
Jeremy was two lockers away and did the same.
 
"I agree even if you're so full of shit."
 
"Endearing words from my articulate pal," Robert replied with a laugh.
 
"Bobby, those GPAs and the scores we got on the SATs are going to be 
very helpful getting into our first-choice schools. And for me, winning a 
scholarship is a necessity." Both had applied to the Early Decision 
programs at their prospective schools: Jeremy to neighboring DePaul, 
Robert to Northwestern. Acceptance notifications would be announced 
in early January.
 
"You got it in the bag. I wouldn't be surprised if you get one of those 'full-
board' scholarships. I'm goin' to miss seeing your sorry ass next fall," 
Robert said as they exited the school building.
 
"Sorry ass? You're just jealous." He loved joking with Robert. The two 
had been pulling each other's chain for over ten years. They were both 
determined to keep up the verbal jousting for a long time.
 
"Jealous that your buns can only attract the younger girls at school? That's 
a good thing cuz you've gone through most the women in the senior 
class," Robert said as he playfully swatted Jeremy's backside.
 
"A little variety is a good thing." Jeremy momentarily thought back to 
when he'd lost his cherry...and the girl's...two years ago. Since then, he 
had bedded most of the "A" material in their class. 
 
"A little variety? Kee-rist, from what I hear, you've nailed every hot piece 
in school."
 
"You didn't hear that from me." Jeremy had followed the advice of Uncle 
Win and never bragged about his sexual successes. He was always safe 
and treated the girl with respect. "If you don't mind me asking, what were 
the results of your talk with Rachael?" He remembered that Robert was 
going to speak with Rachel about no longer going together.
 
"Kaput...over. It was a joint decision that I told you I saw coming. The 
deal is we're going to make appearances at a few of the holiday parties 
for her sake and image. She's met someone from another school who 
she's interested in...so I guess this works out well for everyone. You're 
looking at an almost single man," Robert said with a shrug.
 
"Whatever the case it's time for both of us to move on to college and 
check out all the possibilities there. Just for the record...I'll miss you, too."
 
"We'll still see each other in the 'hood and I suspect Chicago's going to 
be our home for a long time. Look at those old farts shuffling around the 
park; I think that's probably goin' to be us in 60 years."
 
"For sure...after I'm done chasing ambulances and you've delivered your 
last baby," Jeremy replied with a grin. 
 
"Let's get through pre-law and pre-med first." Robert was as intent on 
becoming a doctor as Jeremy was a lawyer. "In case we don't touch base 
later, I'll see you at the movies tomorrow around six. Ty and Manny will 
join us at the theater." Tyrone Brown and Manuel Sanchez were Robert's 
neighborhood friends who attended Quigley Catholic Preparatory 
Seminary. 
 
"I picked up an extra shift tomorrow afternoon so I'll come right from 
work. We're meeting at the Village Art Theater?"
 
"Yep. The new Matthew McConaughey football flick looks pretty good. 
Ty's got his car so we can grab some pizza at Piece in Wicker Park 
afterwards. And, with the folks out of town, I'll break out some smokes 
back at the house. You planning on staying over?"
 
"Yeah, I'm cool with that. I dunno about weed, though. I get all goofy 
when I smoke then fall to sleep," Jeremy said with a shrug. "Ty and 
Manny are okay with it?" The two guys were more of acquaintances than 
friends to him. He knew they were honor roll students and wrestled on 
Quigley's team. He judged that they probably competed in the 140 to 
145 pound class. 'Wiry, compact little guys who weren't afraid of 
anyone.' 
 
"Even if they become priests someday, they ain't yet. We all just chalk off 
weed as a life experience and tension reliever. I figure smoking is pretty 
safe at my place. And since they live down the street from my house, 
there's no driving involved." Robert stopped at the corner and added, 
"I've got some Christmas shopping to do so I'm catching the bus down to 
Michigan Avenue."
 
"Okay, Doc. I'm off to the gym. See ya tomorrow." Jeremy waved 
goodbye and started his journey to Bally's.
 
It was a sunny early December afternoon and the short walk down to 
Lincoln Park was pleasant. Jeremy hated January and February when he 
had to head east into the wind as it whipped off the lake. But today was a 
breeze - literally and figuratively. 'One more week before Christmas 
break,' he thought while he waited for the Clark 22 or 36 bus. 'Got just 
enough saved up to get Mom and Sis new sweaters.' In Chicago, one 
never had enough warm layers of clothing for the long winter.
 
Friday was always Jeremy's day of workout dread. After using his 
favorite upper-body machines, he always spent the last half-hour on an 
inclined treadmill at a 7 mph pace. To pass the time, he either watched 
one of the television channels - reading the dialogue - or listened to FM 
music on his old Walkman. He was sure that he was the only guy in 
Chicago without an iPod...but that wasn't part of his tight budget. 'Maybe 
down the road,' he considered while he pounded out miles on the moving 
tread.
 
By the time he checked in at the front desk, Jeremy still felt the burn in his 
legs - a good indicator of physical accomplishment - and a general 
tightness throughout his body. He had pushed himself and considered the 
various rewards that might be available after work. 'Might stop off at the 
Baskin Robbins for a sundae,' he considered. Tonight was a solo night 
for him at the desk. Friday and Saturday evenings were usually the 
slowest: class schedules at minimum attendance and trainers who didn't 
have many appointments. Worst of all, for the company, was the lack of 
walk-in potential members.
 
He casually waved when Zach walked by with a client and busied himself 
with paperwork and housecleaning to make the evening pass by faster. 
Jeremy was re-arranging the logs when he sensed someone walk towards 
the counter. He looked up, automatically smiled and reached for the 
member's card to swipe in the computer. In a delayed moment, he 
realized that this was his mystery man from the showers the other day – 
the stud who had been checking him out.
 
Jeremy froze his smile and waited for the computer screen to give the 
member access to the club. 'Gotta save this screen after he goes inside,' 
he decided. "Hey, Garin, have a good workout," he said when the access 
was approved. "It's pretty quiet tonight so all the machines will be 
available without much of a wait." He handed the card back to Garin J. 
McManus and studied him. 'Yeah, he must be some sort of model.' 
 
"Thanks, Jeremy. I'm just in for a fast workout. Gotta pump up for the 
ladies, ya know?" Garin smiled and winked.
 
"S'pose so." Jeremy nodded and realized he had been identified by his 
nametag. But the guy was so smooth that he never broke eye contact. 
"This is a work night for me."
 
"Buddy, from what I've seen, you probably have no problems with 
ladies...or guys." Garin raised an eyebrow and chuckled.
 
"Um, just for the record, it's ladies." Jeremy didn't quite know where this 
impromptu conversation was heading but his degree of comfort was 
rapidly diminishing. 'Christ, I wish someone else would come up to the 
desk,' he thought while shifting his weight from one leg to another.
 
"You know, I really should apologize. I was joking and I think it came 
out wrong. Just for the record, it's ladies for me, too. But several of my 
friends are gay. No hard feelings?"
 
"No, I appreciate that you clarified where you're coming from." 
 
"Here, let's shake and start all over again. Okay?" Garin replied as he 
offered his hand. 
 
"Deal." Jeremy took the extended hand and shook it. He had an 
immediate positive impression about Garin, the mystery man and filed 
away the recent cruising encounter in the showers as a misunderstanding.
 
"Cool." Garin shook hands and said, "Listen, I've got a business situation 
that you might be interested in discussing and I'm not coming on or trying 
to hit on you.  You're here in the evenings during the week...right?"
 
"Monday through Friday - five to nine." Jeremy was very curious and 
intrigued. 'Business situation? Hmmm, where is this guy was coming 
from?' He wondered as he slowly lowered his guard.
 
"I'd like to talk about something confidential but away from here. I've got 
a part-time job available that might be of interest to you."
 
"Job? What kind of..."
 
"Nothing illegal or dangerous. And it pays good money. 
Correction...make that great money. You're around, ah, 19 and in 
college?"
 
"No. I turn 18 the end of next month and I'm a senior over at Lincoln 
Park High. Planning on going to DePaul this coming fall."
 
"That works. Would it be possible to buy you some dinner on Monday 
night so we can run over what I have in mind?"
 
"I could manage that. Most of my tests were over this week. But I gotta 
be home by ten or so. Family obligations." Jeremy's curiosity had been 
aroused but he decided to set up some limitations on any meeting. 'The 
guy seems okay and I don't feel threatened,' he concluded. 'If it's a job 
that pays more than the eight bucks an hour, I'll be able to help out with 
Mom and get a little extra for school. Maybe a few other things for me.'
 
"We'll eat around here someplace and I can drive you home. If not 
before, I'll see you on Monday. Oh, here's my card."
 
"Thanks, Garin," Jeremy replied. He watched the handsome man 
disappear into the gym before looking at the card. The printed 
information matched the name and telephone number on the computer 
screen. The business was something called Big Smiles, Ltd. and listed 
only a post office box address in the same 60057 zip code 
neighborhood. 'Looks legit,' he thought while feeling the engraved, raised 
lettering on the card. 'Is this guy a dentist or something like that?'
 
"Hey, buddy, you look a little perplexed," Zach said as he approached 
the counter.
 
"Naw. Just caught up in some paperwork." Jeremy put the card in his 
pocket and added, "I see you've got one more appointment that should 
be arriving soon."
 
"Typical for a Friday. I'll be able to get outta here early."
 
"Where's Gio? You guys are usually like bookends."
 
"He decided to take the evening off cuz it's slow. We're meeting for 
dinner at Mia Francesca at eight."
 
"Did you two get everything worked out the other night?" Jeremy had 
sensed tension between the men the past couple of days. They were 
business-friendly but guarded with each other.
 
"We both learned things about each other. It wasn't exactly the way I had 
wanted it, but then sometimes it's best when there's spontaneity." Zach 
looked at the reservation sheet for the next couple of days and added, 
"We'll both be here tomorrow all day...it looks busy."
 
"I'll see you guys, then. I'm picking up an afternoon shift." Jeremy studied 
the good-looking trainer and picked up that Zach didn't want to discuss 
anything more about Gio. 'I think I'd better let them bring up this subject,' 
he sensed. 'This is a potential minefield.'
 
"Great. See ya then. By the way, your expression is giving you away. 
Don't worry about Gio and me. We're working out some shit together. 
Tonight's dinner is...to sort things out."
 
"Good luck on settling it...whatever the deal was."
 
"The 'deal' was pretty big. But, like your uncles, I think that Gio and I 
have a good chance to be together a long time."
 
"That's cool," Jeremy replied. A slight shiver went through his body at the 
mention of his uncles. "Take care and good luck." He signaled a 'thumbs 
up' before turning to greet an arriving member.
 
*****
 
Saturday was definitely boys' night at the movies. As planned, Jeremy 
met Robert, Ty and Manny at the theater for the testosterone-laced 
movie, "We Are Marshall". He noticed that a majority of the viewers 
were young males in for their macho fix. His gaydar also picked up on 
several men who were obviously past school age. Jeremy observed that 
Manny got just a little too bubbly and excited with his enthusiasm about 
some of the young male actors. 'Bingo,' he thought, when he saw 
Manny's hand rest on Ty's thigh for a few moments in the theater during 
one of the more emotional scenes. Ty just smiled and placed his hand on 
top of Manny's before they disengaged. 'Maybe the priesthood wouldn't 
be a good vocation for either guy.'
 
After a feast of pizza, the crew returned to Robert's house where the two 
seminary prep students not only enjoyed more than their fair share of hits 
on the bong; they shared a volley of silly, semi-clean jokes. Jeremy 
purposely paced himself smoking and Robert followed his friend's lead. 
When the humor seemed to run its course, Robert plugged his iPod into 
the living room stereo system. A steady stream of Incubus, Pearl Jam, 
Red Hot Chili Peppers, Nine Inch Nails and other alternative rock 
groups - new and old - helped to further loosen the atmosphere. So 
loose that after an hour of pop and pot, the two Quigley guys were 
keeping beat - in disjointed slow time - to the music while they stared at 
the glowing, glob-rolling, vintage lava lamp on the bookshelf in the 
corner.
 
"Bobbie, let's go down and shoot a few. I think Ty and Manny are in 
orbit somewhere," Jeremy said. He felt a little light-headed and needed 
some activity. The basement was typical of those in many midwestern 
houses: furnace, washer/dryer equipment, storage and a rec area. In the 
case of the Stein family, the rec room included a pool table in mint-
condition.
 
"Yeah, I don't think we'll be missed. But let me put the stuff away and 
you crack a few windows," Robert said with a giggle. He gathered the 
bong equipment and grass before disappearing up to his room.
 
Jeremy walked over to Ty and Manny and watched as they mumbled the 
words to the old Nirvana song, Turnaround:
 
"...Take a step outside the planet
Turn around and around
Take a look at where you are
It's pretty scary."
 
"Bobbie and I are going downstairs and play some 8-Ball. You guys 
okay?"
 
Manny turned to Jeremy with a shit-eating grin and said, "Um, 
cool...dude...just...veg out...here...have...fun."
 
"We'll just be in the basement." Jeremy thought the two bantam-sized, 
stoned athletes were cute together...and completely wasted. Manny with 
his dark eyes and seductive eyelashes; Ty with a light mocha skin 
coloring that was almost lickable. 'Hope they can figure out how to 
handle the friggin' church.' He recalled how pissed his uncles were at the 
Catholic Church's stand on homosexuals. Worse, the denial and cover-
up - especially in the Boston and Los Angeles archdioceses - of 
pedophile priests. He went to the windows and opened each only an 
inch.
 
"Ready to whip your ass," Robert said with a slight slur as he playfully 
goosed Jeremy.
 
"Whipping's one thing; grabbing's another." Jeremy turned around, wetted 
his finger and swiftly lodged it in Robert's ear. "That's the only thing wet 
you're getting tonight," he said playfully as he led the way out to the 
kitchen and to the basement door. 'I think my buddy is horny...and has a 
definite buzz.' He flipped on the light and carefully walked down the 
stairs. "Whoa, I'm glad I'm staying here. I'm in no shape to go home." He 
was happy to be standing on the floor of the basement.
 
"Join the club. But then I am home." Robert snickered as he walked over 
to a cabinet and reached for two cue sticks. "Rack 'em up."
 
"You wanna see who goes first?" Jeremy asked as he grabbed the 
triangle and racked the balls.
 
"Naw, you can break them. I don't think either of us will be playing in 
championship form." Robert handed Jeremy a stick and added, "Just be 
careful with the table. Dad would really be pissed if sumpin' happened."
 
"Understand, buddy." Jeremy positioned the stick on his hand and missed 
the cue ball on the first stroke. "Ah, give me one more chance." He 
chuckled and managed to send the white ball into the cluster of balls with 
a minimum of force. "Jeez, I think that pot is stronger than I 
imagined...good shit."
 
"Acapulco Gold is what they call it. You're doing fine," Robert said as he 
lined up the 14 ball for the corner pocket. "Better than the guys upstairs." 
He hit the cue ball and watched as it slightly nudged the target.
 
"They're real fun tonight, but I got a question about 'em...if you don't 
mind." Jeremy lined up on the same striped ball and tapped it into the 
pocket.
 
"Damn, I made that too easy for you. Question about what?"
 
"Ty and Manny. I couldn't help but notice that they're very friendly with 
each other...like maybe they're boyfriends. Whaduya think?" Jeremy 
walked around to identify the next shot.
 
"Guess their little secret isn't so secret."
 
"Well, if they are as affectionate with each other in front of others as they 
are tonight, the secret isn't being very well-kept." He spotted the red 3 
ball and said, "Side pocket." Jeremy watched the red ball bounce off the 
bumper and roll close to the corner. "Fuck. I'm making this too easy for 
you."
 
"Turn about is fair in...well whatever the saying is." Robert looked at the 
red ball and tapped it in with no difficulty. "We're even." He analyzed the 
table and continued, "Ty and Manny came out to me a couple of years 
ago and really make it a point to fly under the radar. When I called them 
about getting together, I told them that you were cool about gays...that's 
all. So they let down their guard. You don't mind what I said about you 
being gay friendly?"
 
"Hell, no. Have been...always will be friendly. And your word about me 
must have worked; they're really relaxed. Jeez, and studying to be 
priests, too." Jeremy put down his cue stick, rested his butt against the 
table rail and let out a big yawn. 
 
"Relaxed? That's an understatement. We've talked about that. They're 
both going into pre-law at DePaul. You'll be classmates," Robert replied 
with an even louder audible yawn.
 
"And their commitment to the church?"
 
"Once DePaul admits them, they'll send an official letter declining further 
consideration joining the priesthood. What say we give up this game and 
get some sleep? I'm really getting tired and you're having a hard time 
keeping your eyes open."
 
"Works for me." Jeremy retrieved both cue sticks and placed them back 
in the cabinet. "Go on upstairs. I'm right behind you." Neither was 
completely steady as they ascended step by step very cautiously. 
 
The two slightly wasted guys returned to the living room. Robert walked 
over to the stereo to turn off the music while Jeremy checked out Ty and 
Manny. They were snuggled into each other in deep sleep. Manny's hand 
was again resting on Ty's thigh. It was close enough to the crotch to leave 
no doubt about either's sexual orientation. Both had expressions of 
contentment.
 
"I might as well put a pillow behind their heads and cover them with a 
blanket. They're in place for the night." Robert went over to the coat 
closet and retrieved the bedding. After he arranged the pillow and 
blanket, he added, "There goes your bed. Any objection to sharing 
mine?"
 
"Hell, Can, it's nothing I haven't done before...although it's been a while," 
Jeremy said with a laugh as he pulled out the old name he had for his 
friend. For the past two years, he had used the sleeper couch when he 
stayed over for the evening.
 
"And I haven't heard that nickname for a while...Shroom. Although, I 
must say, judging from what I've seen in the locker room, that mushroom 
of yours has definitely grown." Robert smiled and shrugged.
 
"And that can of yours has gone from 12 ounces to 16 ounces."
 
"Fuck you. Let's hit the bed. Go on upstairs while I turn off the lights and 
make sure everything's locked up."
 
"See ya in a few." Jeremy walked up to the second floor and into 
Robert's room; a familiar route that he hadn't traveled recently. 'Christ, 
Can and Shroom...does that bring back memories from a couple of years 
ago,' he thought while he undressed. He neatly placed his clothing on the 
desk chair and stowed the shoes underneath before going to the 
bathroom. After relieving himself, Jeremy brushed his teeth with the old 
red toothbrush. This was his toothbrush that was kept for emergencies 
when he stayed over. The only difference was that tonight he would be 
sharing Bobbie's king-sized bed. 'Those were fun times,' he thought as he 
remembered those hot evenings when they explored their sexual urges. 'A
 little kinky...but fun.' He was finishing rinsing when his buff and bare host 
came in.
 
"Jeez, I gotta whiz bad," Robert said as he immodestly stood in front of 
the toilet, aimed and let loose with a forceful, steady stream.
 
"You planning on sleeping like that?" Jeremy asked as he walked to the 
door.
 
"Well, duh. This is like I always go to bed. It's not like we haven't been 
this way before. That's okay, isn't it?"
 
"Yeah, no biggie." See ya under the covers." Jeremy went into the 
bedroom, pulled down his briefs and kicked them over to the chair by his 
shoes. 'No biggie...right. Bobbie - or Can - is definitely filling out there.' 
He was sure that his friend was showing a little excitement a few 
moments ago and that image created a little tingling in Jeremy's crotch. 'I 
can't believe these high school years are almost over,' he thought as he 
got into the large bed and pulled the covers up to his chest. 
 
"You remembered which side I like," Robert said with a laugh as he 
turned off the light and crawled into his side of the bed."
 
"I remember a lot of things. Friendship forever...and that's not the weed 
talking. G'night, Can." Jeremy couldn't help but snicker.
 
"Shroom, you're too much. Night, babe." Robert sighed and moved his 
leg over to the other half of the bed until it touched Jeremy.
 
Jeremy felt the contact and started breathing a little heavier. His 
bedmate's leg started rubbing where the two had made contact. As 
Robert's movement became more aggressive, Jeremy reached down and 
gave his awakening cock a few strokes. 'Oh, yeah,' he thought. 'Little Jer 
is definitely getting up and ready for a little stroking.'  Within moments, his
 erection was full mast and ready to sail. Suddenly, he felt Robert's 
fingers rubbing his balls with a tender grip. 'What the..."
 
"I figure you need a little hand," Robert said with a sigh. "And that's not 
the weed talking, either. Stop me if I'm overstepping the boundaries." He
 slowly scooted over to Jeremy's side and firmly gripped his buddy's 
steel-like dick.
 
"For old time's sake?" Jeremy hoarsely whispered. He lay in place and
 reveled in the touch of his old buddy. 'Man, this is really a trip,' he
 thought as he felt an emission of pre-cum. There was no way he was 
going to turn down his best friend's overtures.
 
"Yeah, that and more. You've fucked about every hot chick in 
school...and I haven't done too badly, either." Robert moved his thumb 
up to Jeremy's piss slit and tenderly rubbed the pre-cum around the 
mushroom head. "But, I still get a charge by being with you. That make 
any sense?"
 
"Perfectly." Jeremy put his arm around Robert and slightly adjusted his 
body so that the pleasurable handling of his cock wasn't interrupted. He 
pressed his forehead against Robert's and continued, "I love you, Bobby, 
like a brother. And I guess that I still like to share...this... with you." He 
leaned in until their lips connected. He pressed further until Robert slightly
 opened his mouth to receive Jeremy's tongue. They swapped spit while 
their tongues were reacquainted with each other. Each allowed the other 
to be invaded and probed.
 
Robert pulled back and said, "Oh, fuck, Jer. I've really missed this. I love 
you, too. Maybe a little more than a brother; I'm sorry but that's my 
problem to deal with." Without missing a step, he rotated around so that 
they once again, after two years, assumed a position where both could 
orally pleasure each other.
 
"I guess I've always known that down deep, Bobbie. But 'brother' is the
 best I can do for you." Jeremy moved his head closer to his best friend's 
crotch and tentatively kissed the willing, leaking cock fixed at attention in 
front of him. He knew that he was opening doors to his sexuality that had 
been closed for a long time. Part of Jeremy knew that the family genes 
Uncle Win had had in spades were taking little baby steps in his life. 
'What does this mean?' he wondered as he gripped the massive girth of 
Bobby's veined, meaty manhood.
 
"Then brothers it is...well, brothers who mess around with each other. 
This is something special that I hope is part of our lives for a long time." 
Robert licked his buddy's balls before taking the large, flared mushroom 
head into his mouth.
 
"Oh, yeah...for a long time to come," Jeremy said with a groan. His 
sexual desires were on high alert as the wet lips and warm mouth 
engulfed his cock. While Robert went through the repertoire of oral 
stimulations, Jeremy was thinking about the times when other males 
whetted his curiosity - in the locker rooms, or around the school 
corridors, or on the streets. 'What the fuck does this mean?' he 
wondered as he opened wide to accept his friend's mammoth penis. 'I 
need someone who can give me advice. Pete at the front desk? Naw. 
Gio? He'd probably jump my bones. Maybe Zach?' Jeremy, along with 
everything else from his past, wished his uncles were still there to offer 
counsel. However, it wasn't long before he gave up thinking anything 
coherently and just lived the pleasures shared with his best friend.
 
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TO BE CONTINUED

ジャック・スクライブ

 

いつもと同じだよ。18歳以下の人は読んじゃ駄目。

 

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第四章、広がる可能性

 

 

「テストはどうだった?」階段を下りて1階の廊下にあるロッカーに向かって歩きながら、ロバートがジェレミーに聞いた。二人とも高校最後の年には午後の終わりの授業は取らないことにしていた。ロバートは自分の勉強のため、ジェレミーはバリーズのバイトに行くために午後のその時間は空けてあった。二人とも上級レベルのスペイン語のクラスを取っていて、お互いに助け合ってそのテストに臨んだところだった。

 

 

「うーん、まあまあかな。君は?」ジェレミーはそう言いながら、名前も知らない下級生の女の子達が通り過ぎるたびに、彼女達に頷きかけて微笑んだ。金曜日の午後で、ほとんどの生徒は遊びに出かけたくてウズウズしていた。“やれやれ、年取ったって気がするな。彼女達、みんな凄く若く見えるよ。”ジェレミーはそう思った。

 

 

「問題なし。成績がいくら良くってもどうしようもないけど、スペイン語だけは、世の中にでたら役に立つからね。」ロバートは自分のロッカーの前で立ち止まると、本をロッカーに入れて、上着を掴んだ。ジェレミーもその2つ先の自分のロッカーで同じことをした。

 

 

「いい加減なこと言う奴だな。」

 

 

「言ってくれるね。」ロバートが笑って言い返した。

 

 

「ボビー、成績だって大切だよ。それで行きたい大学に行けるかどうか決まるんだし。それに、僕にはどうしても奨学金を受ける必要があるしね。」二人とも行きたい大学の推薦を受けようとしていた。ジェレミーは近くにあるデ・ボール大学で、ロバートはノースウェスタン。1月の初めには結果が分かるはずだった。

 

 

「君なら大丈夫だよ。絶対に全額支給の奨学金が受けられるはずさ。秋には君の薄っぺらいお尻が見られなくなるってわけだ。」学校の建物から出ながらロバートが言った。

 

 

「俺のお尻がなんだって?そう羨ましがるなよ。」ジェレミーはロバートとふざけあうのが大好きだった。二人はもう10年以上もそうやってお互いをからかうのを楽しんできたし、これからもずっとそうしたいと思っていた。

 

 

「君のそのお尻が下級生の女の子にしか人気がないんで羨ましいよ。上級生の女の子はもう全員試しちゃったからその方がいいんだよね。」ふざけてジェレミーのお尻を叩きながらロバートが言った。

 

 

「ちょっとしたバラエティが大切なんだよ。」ジェレミーは一瞬、童貞を失くした時のこと、その時の相手の女の子…2年前の経験を思い出していた。それ以来、クラスのイケてる女の子のほとんどとは経験があった。

 

 

「ちょっとしたバラエティだって?まったく、聞いたところによると、学校の上玉は全部ものにしたらしいじゃないか。」

 

 

「僕はそんなこと言ってないからな。」ジェレミーはウィン伯父さんの忠告を守って、誰と寝たかなんてことを自慢したことはなかった。それにいつも安全に気をつけて、女の子には礼儀正しく接した。「それで、レイチェルとはどうなってるの?聞いてもいいかな?」ロバートがレイチェルと別れるって言っていたことを思い出したジェレミーが聞いた。

 

 

「お終い…。君にも言った通りで、こうなるのは分かってたからね。レイチェルも同じ気持ちだったよ。彼女のために休暇中のパーティには一緒に行ってあげるってことで話しがついたんだ。彼女は他の学校の誰かに興味があるらしいし…僕らみんなにとって上手くいったってこと。僕はもう直ぐシングルだよ。」ロバートがそう言って肩を竦めた。

 

 

「どっちにしても、これから大学に行くわけだし、そこで新しく色々なことを試すことになるんだろうけど…今のうちに言っとくけど、君がいなくなると淋しくなるよ。」

 

 

「またここで会うことになるさ。シカゴは僕らにとってずっと故郷のままだよ。公園でウロウロしてるじいさん達を見てみろよ。60年後の僕らだよきっと。」

 

 

「そうだね…僕が救急車を追い掛け回すのを止めて、君が最後の赤ん坊を取り上げた後ね。」ジェレミーがニヤッと笑って答えた。

 

 

「まずはお互い法学部と医学部に合格しないとね。」ロバートは医者に、ジェレミーは弁護士になるつもりだった。「後で会えるかどうか分からないから、明日6時に映画館で会うことに決めておこう。タイとマニーにもそこで会うことになってるから。」タイロン・ブラウンとマニー・サンチェスはロバートの近所に住む友達で、神父になるためにカトリックの高校に通っていた。

 

 

「明日の午後はバイトが入ってるから、ジムから真っ直ぐに行くよ。いつもの映画館で会うんだよね?」

 

 

「そう。マシュー・マコナヒーの新しいフットボールの映画が面白そうだよ。タイが車を持ってるから、映画が終わったらピザを食べに行ってもいいね。家でマリワナやってもいいよ。泊まっていくの?」

 

 

「うん、それはいいけど、マリワナはどうかな。馬鹿みたいになちゃって、寝ちゃうからね。」ジェレミーが肩を竦めた。「タイとマニーはどうなの?」ジェレミーにとってタイとマニーは友達っていうよりはただの顔見知りだった。彼は2人が優秀な学生で、学校のレスリング・チームに入ってるってことは知っていた。多分、63キロから66キロのレベルだろう。“細身でデカクは無いけど、度胸があるタイプだな。”